Briefly Touching On Imposter Syndrome
So there’s this thing — and you probably know what thing I’m talking about– where as someone works on their craft over a period of time it may start to seem like they’ve stopped improving, or they may feel like they were never really doing a good job to begin with. They feel like they’ve been tricking people all this time. With this April marking my 2nd year of being with the store, I had started to feel that way with my knitting. “People coming in and asking me for help? I barely know anything oh no I’m going to mess things up ohnoohnoOHNO-“
Then one day I stumbled across the first project I ever made that wasn’t a garter stitch scarf hiding away amongst other old sample garments. It was the first time I learned how to purl and how to knit in the round.
And OH BOY.
No, I definitely know things and I just panic and doubt too much. Let me share this glorious first hat with you all.
It all seems well and good… but let’s take a look at that “ribbing”.
That flawless K1xP1 ribbing.
Ah yes, that’s the good stuff.
Sometimes it’s good to dig out your old work to remind yourself that you have been improving and you do know what you’re doing.